Beef Stroganoff by Dezleigh

Dear Readers,

The last time I shared a recipe on this blog was way back in December 2018… and that is terrible!!! Hopefully this year, I’ll get more chance to share more recipes with you!!

Today, I want to share with you my take on Beef Stroganoff!


-1 1/2 pounds beef top sirloin steak

-10 to 12 ounce ground beef (if it fits in a sandwich size Ziploc bag, you’re good to go! The more ground beef you add, the more you may need to adjust your salt for taste. I recommend aiming for the 10 ounce ground beef portion)

-227 grams white mushrooms

-1 onion

-4 garlic clove

-1/4 cup unsalted butter

-1 1/2 cup beef broth

-1/2 teaspoon salt (you may need to add more salt depending on your own taste. At the 10 ounce ground beef that I suggested, I think 1/2 teaspoon salt is enough)

-1/4 cup rice flour

-1 1/2 cup sour cream

-500 to 600 grams of farfalle pasta

-Parsley flakes (garnish)

-optional: grated parmesan as a topping (I think the flavor is more enhanced this way, but the recipe is also fine without it)




1.) Cut your steak to about 1 inch thick and bite size portions. Then, cut your onions to thin slices and mince your garlic cloves.

2.) Melt 1/4 cup of unsalted butter. Then sauté garlic and onions.

3.) Add your mushrooms, ground beef, then your steak cuts. Cook until the steak cuts are light brown in color.

4.) Add 1 1/2 cup of beef broth, then bring to a boil.

5.) Add 1/4 cup rice flour and 1/2 teaspoon salt, stir and bring to a boil again.

6.) Add 1 1/2 cup sour cream, stir and bring to another boil. Your mixture at this point should look creamy and thick.

7.) Boil water, add farfalle pasta and cook for 10-15 minutes. Drain water out, and put a portion of pasta on a plate. Add your sauce and top with parsley flakes as garnish. You can also add grated parmesan on top for extra flavor boost.

Hope you enjoy this recipe and I look forward to sharing more with you all!!

With love,

Mary Dezleigh Teodosio

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OUR TRIP to Niagara Falls and Toronto

Dear Readers,

Jason and I really started 2019 the sweetest and most romantic way. We spent 5 days and 4 nights in Ontario, exploring the busy streets of Toronto and getting lost at the natural beauty of Niagara Falls. Since this short little vacation is our first trip of 2019, I wanted to share every single thing with you all.

Before we start, here is our detailed trip schedule in PDF for those of you who literally want to copy EVERYTHING we did on this trip. (There were only a few variations on this schedule that we actually ended up NOT doing, and the biggest one had to be that we never made it to our Momofuku reservation. We ended up doing something else.) 


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As you can see from the schedule attached above, I was very, very, very organized with this trip. Every single day was planned out because I wanted to fit everything that we wanted to do in Toronto with the little time we had. Most of the restaurants we went to were recommended by my Instagram followers, and after searching up their menus online, viewing their Instagram accounts and conducting all these research for each restaurant, I made my final selections and reserved my way through as it fits our schedule.

But yes, despite my thorough organization, there were still times wherein we didn’t follow the schedule note for note… sometimes, the best way to enjoy a trip, is to simply, “go with the flow”.

Side note: As already  mentioned, we never went to our dinner reservation at Momofuku – instead we went to Chinatown and had fried chicken at Gdous Juicy Chicken House. And yes… we had scheduled to explore Chinatown in the plan too… if you haven’t noticed yet, on the schedule Ripley’s Aquarium was also scheduled for Day 3… but all that had to be cancelled and moved around because Jason got too drunk at PAI, and we ended up going back to the apartment instead of walking around Chinatown… and because of that, we cancelled on Momofuku and explored Chinatown/the rest of the city on our last night.

Another note: I was getting mass questions about the place we stayed at while we were in Toronto. So here is the link of the place: TORONTO APARTMENT

Now, let’s slowly break down what we did in our 5 days – 4 nights trip to Niagara Falls AND Toronto.

DAY 1 

Left Calgary at 7:00 am (Calgary time) and arrived at Toronto around 1:30 pm (Toronto time).  Calgary is 2 hours behind Toronto.

This flight was actually a growing concern for me beforehand. The forecasted weather in Calgary for the day of our departure was just not looking great… we were expecting heavy snow and freezing temperatures, which could ultimately mean our flight could be cancelled or delayed.

Luckily… and surprisingly, our departure flight was right on schedule.


After landing in Toronto, Jason and I took a Lyft ride to our apartment. Our check in time was supposed to be at 3:00 pm but we arrived there at 2:00 pm and our room was not ready for us yet. So, we left our bags and started exploring the vast city of Toronto. Our first food stop was Chipotle!!!

After Chipotle, we headed back to our apartment and checked in. We were so exhausted and just slept through most of the afternoon until around 8:00 pm and went out for dinner.

One of my favorite things about our apartment in Toronto is that the location was just spot on. The place we stayed at was super close to a grocery store, a ramen restaurant, a Tim Horton’s, a bubble tea place, and many other neat places that are completely within walking distance. Other than walking around, we took advantage of our convenient downtown apartment location, and took Lyft rides around the city for most of our trip. OHHHHHH… and may I add, the apartment we stayed at also gave us free and complete access to the building’s gym facilities and pool!

DAY 2 

For me, Niagara Falls was the highlight of our trip.

On our second day, we slept in and made our way to Greyhound’s bus stop to catch our bus that would take us from Toronto to Niagara Falls and back. The drive to Niagara Falls from Toronto, would only take about one hour and twenty minutes, but since we took the public bus transportation which made about three stops along the way, this delayed our arrival time by a little… so in total, our journey from Toronto’s bus terminal to Niagara Falls was about two hours and ten minutes.

Regardless, the bus ride was the best way to get to Niagara Falls from Toronto in terms of the “cheap/affordable” aspect. In total, Jason and I only paid $80.00 for BOTH of our tickets (2 person – return trip Greyhound tickets). Not too bad if you ask me.

As soon as we arrived at Niagara Falls, Jason and I wasted no time and took a Lyft ride to Skylon Tower. We then had lunch with a view… the Niagara Falls view.

The view from up there was soooooo stunning. We were able to see both the American side of the falls, as well as the Canadian side. Of course, and without further questions, the Canadian side of the falls was the best view of Niagara Falls!

After lunch, and after taking about 100 pictures from Skylon Tower, Jason and I walked down towards the falls’ pathway. As we strolled around this path, I found myself so amazed by the gigantic size of the falls. The closer we get, the bigger the falls become. The sound of the water rushing down was so calming, and the sun blessing us with its sunshine painted my dreams to life. I used to only dream about seeing these falls, and I couldn’t believe I was really, really there… looking right at it… and on top of that, I was sharing that beautiful moment with someone whom I love with all my heart. That moment… that day… was pure magic.

A rainbow even came out of the blue, just to sparkle some more magic to what was already a magical sight.

After countless hours… that seriously felt like 10 minutes to me… we headed back to the bus terminal to catch our bus back to Toronto.

Nevertheless, the beautiful sight of Niagara Falls will forever be engraved in my memory.


The third day of our trip composed a lot of touristy things. The biggest highlight of this day was going up to view Toronto’s downtown from the CN Tower and witnessing Jason get drunk at 4:00 pm on a Sunday. It was great. 

One really cute and funny thing about Jason is the fact that he’s genuinely scared of heights. The whole time we were up there, he was pretty much tripping out and getting scared each time we looked straight down from the viewing deck or got too close to the windows. It was so hilarious, I wish you all were there with me to witness how my six foot one boyfriend is terrified of heights!!!

After our city viewing at CN Tower, Jason and I made our way to Pai and had dinner. We scheduled our dinner a little early, since I couldn’t reserve us a table at Pai for a later time… 4:30 pm was their only available slot, so I took it.


Jason being Jason, had a little too much Sapporo beer and was getting a little drunk by the time 5:30 pm hits. After our dinner at Pai, I originally scheduled us for a little walk around Chinatown AND to check out Ripley’s Aquarium. Ultimately, given the unseen circumstance of Jason drinking a little too much, that plan was cancelled and we went straight back to our apartment. Regardless, I wouldn’t had wanted that day to end any other way. Seeing Jason drunk at a tiny Thai restaurant in Toronto was just the funniest thing… just imagine what his convo with our Lyft driver was like (bless his heart for dealing with Jason’s drunk ass). This tale is one for our books.



Originally, we were supposed to see Ripley’s Aquarium in Day 3, but given that Jason got a little out of it… we ended up doing the aquarium tour in Day 4. Ripley’s Aquarium was big and fascinating but it wasn’t my favorite part of trip. I found the place a little too over crowded with tourists and kids. Plus, I didn’t enjoy it as much as the children really did, which made me wish we had a kid with us… I was telling Jason the whole time, “babe, I wish Aurora was here” – for those of you who may not know, Aurora is my three year old cousin, who is the closest little girl to my heart… she’s the closest thing to my own kid right now, and I love her so much.

At the aquarium, I was daydreaming about our future kids being fascinated by the sea animals, rather than me being fascinated by the sea animals themselves. I can’t wait for the day to come, wherein Jason and I are travelling with our own kids, visiting foreign zoos and aquariums and just growing altogether as one big, happy family. One day it’ll come, and I’m sure, it will be just like as I imagined it to be.

If travelling to Toronto with children, this aquarium is a definite MUST SEE!!! This place is so family friendly and the kids will surely rave about it to their friends back home.

After our quick one hour stop at Ripley’s Aquarium, we went to Toronto Eaton Centre to have lunch and buy Jason’s basketball shoes. For those of you who may not know, Jason likes to buy basketball shoes, especially Lebron’s and Jordan’s. However, the shoe Jason ended up purchasing was not Lebron’s or  Jordan’s and trust me, just getting our inside connections to secure us a pair was tough in Calgary… so Toronto was our last and best bet at getting those shoes. Apparently this pair of shoes are super major and fire, because he clearly believes these shoes are going to be worth a lot someday – it’s really an investment piece for him…. along with all the other shoes in his closet that he has never worn out…

and ohh… I’m talking about the Kobe 4 Proto Draft Day Edition click here for pic. 

After securing the shoes, we ate at the food court and had Jollibee later on that day.


Just like that… our trip came to an end.

Left Toronto at 4:20 pm (Toronto time) and arrived at Edmonton around 6:45 pm (Edmonton time). Left Edmonton at 9:45 pm and arrived Calgary at around 10:35 pm (Calgary time). Our flight from Toronto to Edmonton was fine, no delays… but our flight back home from Edmonton to Calgary was delayed by 2 hours… and I had work at 8:00 am the next day too… tiring, but it was all worth it.

I was genuinely sad about leaving Toronto while we were on our flight to Edmonton. The only thing that kept me sane was the wifi we bought on flight and the fact that no one was seated with us in the row seats of the plane. Jason and I were booked to have the window and middle seat, and no one sat with us on the aisle seat. That gave us so much more freedom to move around in terms of washroom breaks and lounging.

Just a quick note: I didn’t really dive in too much about the food we ate, since I am planning on releasing more content about where we ate in Toronto and our fave Toronto food joints. So stay tuned for that 🙂

Thank you for all the love and support. This trip was a dream come true for both Jason and I, and we only look forward to the future travels of our lives.

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Mary Dezleigh Teodosio and Jason Yang

2018 RECAP – My Top 30 Favorite IG OOTDS of 2018

Dear Readers,

You know what’s really interesting about me?

My life’s best memories are often shared in my Instagram account (@dezleighh). Each OOTD of mine tells a story. Each post is a personal story of certain moments in my life. Combined, my Instagram account is truly a memoir of my life.

Tonight, we’re going through a 2018 recap through my favorite Instagram OOTD pictures.




Posted: January 7, 2018

This look is actually completed by two dresses layered together. The bottom dress is a simple black camisole dress, while the top dress is a sheer dress with glitter floral prints!

Both dresses were from Forever21.

Story behind the look:

I wore this look for Jason’s company’s Christmas party which was held at the Westin hotel in downtown Calgary. At the time, Jason had a one year work term for Westin Calgary as their Revenue Manager. Now, Jason is back to being a full time student at the University of Calgary.

Fave memory from this look: Jason and I slipped away early from the party, to have our own private party in our hotel room… the night got even more sexier, I’ll tell you that.



Posted: January 15, 2018

This coat is actually not as thick as it should be for Calgary’s cold winters. But, the coat is so chic and cute!

Coat and hat are from Zara. Bag is by Kate Spade.

Story behind the look:

It was about -30 degrees Celsius that day when my good friend Franco (@francopoon) and I decided to go out for a photoshoot. This shoot is perhaps the beginning of my IG growth. One of Franco’s photos was even featured in Narcity Calgary!!

Check out the article here: NARCITY FEATURE

Regardless of the cold weather his photos turned out fantastic!!


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Posted: January 22, 2018

Pants were from Aritzia and bell sleeves were from H&M.

Story behind the look:

2018 was a great year for the increasing spread of rape awareness and women empowerment. The rise of the #MeToo movement inspired this photoshoot I had with Jason May (@jmayzle). NOTE: NOT MY JASON.

READ MY BLOG: Let’s Protect the Girls of Tomorrow #MeToo








Posted: February 22, 2018

Full tracksuit is from Adidas.

Story behind the look:

Photo by Hassan (@hzgunner).

Adidas just reached max levels of hip and trendy this year – I hopped on the tracksuit hype too.

My mom was the one who really got me into tracksuits, she has about 6 pairs in her closet. So now, each time I wear my tracksuit, I think of my mom. She even got me this one, and another pair of the exact same tracksuit in black (top and bottom)!!!







Posted: March 14, 2018

Pants are from Dynamite and top is an old one from H&M. Bag is by Gucci.

Story behind the look:

The weather was finally transitioning from winter cold to sunny spring!

Me and Jason were at Prince’s Island Park when this photo was taken. After, we went to Captain Boil’s Grand Opening as guests and I was officially invited as an “influencer”. That was my first blogger invite to a blogger/influencer/social event in Calgary.

It was the beginning of what was more to come…






Posted: April 26, 2018

Top is from Forever 21??? (I think, not sure anymore). Leggings are from Aritzia.

Story behind the look:

This day was super special for me, because this was the day I signed and purchased my first adult car!!!

The car I had prior to this, was very old, sketchy, beaten up and an unreliable piece of crap. My Honda Civic was a major upgrade, and I’m so happy to be the owner of this 2017 Honda Civic Touring Coupe.

Fun fact: This car was a little bit of a spontaneous splurge. This day was our first day car shopping and we only browsed at two car dealerships before making the choice… I didn’t even get to test drive this car… we just rushed ahead and bought it… I guess it was love at first sight! PLUS the deals were perfect for our budget, so it was a WIN/WIN situation!!!



Posted: May 14, 2018

Full outfit is from Forever 21, bag is by Louis Vuitton.

Story behind the look:

This was my Mother’s Day outfit wherein my mom and I celebrated it with brunch at the Calgary Tower’s Sky 360 Restaurant.

It’s always fun to get all dressed up and take photos from the top of the Calgary Tower.

When in Calgary, I definitely recommend checking out this tourist spot!

Fun fact: My mom is totally a fashionista herself. She loves dressing up, loves designer bags, and have a big closet full of shoes from heels to sneakers to boots. I totally got my love for fashion from her!



Posted: June 3, 2018

Top and shorts are from Zara.

Story behind the look:

As most of you already know, I graduated university this year – if you didn’t know, now you know.

After walking the stage, my parents hosted a big graduation party for me. It was a party in celebration of my 4 years of studying, hustling, hard work, dedication, and determination to achieve my degree.

This look was definitely on the preppy side. But, given the occasion, I think it was the perfect look for my grad party!






Posted: June 7, 2018

Top and skirt is from Zara.

Story behind the look:

This day, I attended another influencer event hosted by Q Condos Morrison Multi.

My partner in crime, AKA Jason Yang could not attend the event due to the fact that he was working. But, I was already signed up for an appearance… so in Jason’s absence, his best friend Arshian stepped in!

The funny part about it is that, my plus one in the guest list was under Jason’s name. So, throughout the afternoon and until the event was over, Arshian and I pretended that he was Jason.

Fun fact: For every influencer party or social event, most influencers are encouraged or allowed to have a “plus one” or a “guest”. Normally, big influencers and bloggers would bring their photographer or anyone who will take photos of them while at the event… in these type of scenarios, Jason is normally/always my plus one.



Posted: June 10, 2018

Top was from Forever 21

Story behind the look:

This was another influencer invite from Chamberlain Group. It was quite a lovely summer day to be out and wearing pink.

After this event, Jason and I found ourselves gambling and playing roulette at Deerfoot casino. During the summer of 2018, Jason and I, got a little hooked on playing Blackjack and roulette. We had so much free time, we decided to waste it at casinos.

Eventually, we got more and more into gambling, that it led towards us slowly planning a trip to Vegas by the end of summer 2018. We really wanted to experience gambling in a wider scope. DON’T WORRY – we are casual gamblers, not addicts.




Posted: June 16, 2018

Turtleneck is from Aritzia and overalls are from Forever 21.

Story behind the look:

This look was from the grand opening party of Miniso in Cross Iron Mills.

I really, wanted one of those plushies… but then, I have no more room on my bed to put it on. 

At this event, Jason was my date – and all I remember from this night is how much sushi my man ate. During the party, Miniso prepared food for all the guests, such as sushi, chips, and pop… and man oh man, Jason pretty much ate all the sushi they had.





Posted: June 28, 2018

Dress was from Zara.

Story behind the look:

This was my outfit for Father’s Day.

Most of you don’t know this, but I actually have a step-dad and my real dad is in the Philippines. My parents got divorced when I was younger and my mom re-married about 5 years ago. Ever since then, I was blessed to grow up and live life with two amazing fathers.

Father’s Day is always special for me, because I am blessed to have two men to call my “dad”.







Posted: July 6, 2018

Top was from Zara and the skirt is from Sirens.

Story behind the look:

Each year, Calgary holds Stampede which is a week long festival full of rides, food, parties, and rodeo inspired shows. Calgary is like the Texas of Canada… so think of Stampede in the lines of cowboys and cowgirls, horses, and chuck wagons and amusement rides.

This outfit was my first Stampede look of 2018 (I went 3 times and wore a different look each time). This look was my favorite of all 3.

My favorite memory from Stampede is playing this gambling game called, “over-under” – the game is essentially a betting game, wherein you place your monetary bets on whether the two balls will land and equal over 7 or under 7… there’s also an odd bet of the balls landing and equaling on 7. The minimum bet for this game was $3.00 and maximum was $100 per round.

Anyways, Jason and I played over-under all Stampede long and wasted quite a bit of money too… but on the bright side, we also won a few stuffed toys during Stampede (LOL).



Posted: July 20, 2018

Dress was an old purchase from Aritzia.

Story behind the look:

AND we are back to the Calgary Tower once more.

This time, we celebrated my Mom Nora’s birthday and had dinner at the Calgary Tower’s Sky 360 Restaurant.

I remember Jason and Jonas (Jason’s little brother) being there with my family as we ate dinner… and can you believe the fact that it was both their first time to go up the tower and eat there too???

I was so surprised because Jason has been living in Calgary for over 10 years now, and yet he has not been inside the Calgary Tower until that day.



Posted: July 26, 2018

Dress was from Forever 21.

Story behind the look:

This photo was taken at Mission Hill Winery in Kelowna, when my family, Jason, Jonas and I went to Kelowna for our week’s worth of summer vacation.

READ MY BLOG: 5 Ways to Fall in Love in Kelowna

I just loved how this dress made me feel like a princess, with how it draped over my body and the color too!

This family vacation is truly, one of my favorite memories this far.






Posted: July 30, 2018

Full outfit is from Forever 21

Story behind the look:

Still taken at Kelowna, and just wanted to add this on the recap because I loved those overalls way too much. Sadly, I was only able to wear them ONCE during the summer of 2018… (I have too many clothes).

I pretty much had a photoshoot everyday while at this vacation and I think I have about 1000 non-shared photos just from this trip alone.

Did you know: my photos in my Iphone 8+ gallery is currently at 16,567 photos and counting.

This is why I pay for Icloud storage LOL!!!




Posted: August 13, 2018

Outfit is from Forever 21 (I shop at Forever 21 way too much for summer/spring clothing)

Story behind the look:

This photo was taken on my way to dinner at Buffo Calgary, as invited by the Summer Feast Team. Summer Feast is an annual event in Calgary, wherein local restaurants create dishes just for a certain period. This foodie affair have participating restaurants create unique and fantastic dishes for a limited time only, and aims to satisfy all the foodies in YYC. This feast helps promote their business to the locals as well.

My favorite memory from this day, is how my friend and makeup artist Carmella (@bycarmstecson) did my makeup!

I normally do my own makeup, and I barely get my makeup done by a makeup artist, so this was totally a treat for me!



Posted: August 26, 2018

Dress was from Oak and Fort and denim jacket is from Levi’s.

Story behind the look:

Summer 2018, Jason and I really had a thing and a subtle addiction for bubble tea. Our favorite bubble tea places are Chatime, Gongcha and this hidden bubble tea shop inside Dragon City Mall in Chinatown, it’s called Pearl House.

In one of our bubble tea runs to Pearl House, we stopped to take this pic – simply because I was loving my outfit!

Mind you, it was little too hot to be wearing all black that day!






Posted: August 29, 2018

Top is from Sirens, and shorts are from Zara.

Story behind the look:


My birthday is actually on August 30, 1995 and the only reason why my family held my birthday on the 29th, is because we flew to Vegas on my actual birthday, the 30th.

Fun fact: This is the first year in the last 5 years wherein I didn’t throw a massive birthday party with my friends. Usually, in my previous birthdays, I would host a party and invite about 15-20 of my closest friends. But this year, I kept it strictly for family only.

As a matter of fact, I think I may be done with throwing birthday parties – I’m at the point and age in my life, wherein I’d rather travel somewhere for each of my birthdays to come.



Posted: September 4, 2018

Dress was from one of my PR Package, from One Stop Slay. (After conducting a quick Google search, it seems as if though the e-shop is now unavailable – sorry guys).

Story behind the look:

As I had mentioned before, Jason and I really got into casinos and casino games such as Blackjack and roulette. Thus, our little casual entertainment turned a little bigger when we went to Vegas for my birthday.

READ MY BLOG: Vegas with Dez & Jason – Our 3 Day Vacay

This was taken just in front of the Bellagio hotel on the Vegas strip. I wanted to hold that Jamba juice as a prop, since I was inspired by Travis Scott’s song Sicko Mode.

Astroworld is definitely one of my favorite albums from 2018!



Posted: September 18, 2018

Corduroy jacket is from Forever 21 and bag is by Michael Kors.

Story behind the look:

Fall has finally arrived in Calgary!

Fall is my favorite season, especially in terms of fashion and clothing. The best part about fall, would have to be the leaves turning from green to yellow or red or orange!

My favorite color is yellow and it must be why I love fall so much.

On this day, my parents and I decided to go for a walk at Glenmore park. After, we ate at an all you can eat sushi place called Oishi.





Posted: October 3, 2018

Teddy coat is from Zara and the denim joggers are from Aritzia.

Story behind the look:

This fall, my fashion obsession were teddy coats or sherpa coats.

As seen, this is me wearing my favorite teddy coat as Jason and I make our way to another influencer gig.

After the event, Jason and I went to Tokyo Street Market for the first time – which is definitely the trendiest Japanese restaurant in Calgary right now.

2018’s fall only lasted 2 days – I kid you not. I barely have any fall photos, and not as much as I would’ve wanted… hopefully, 2019 will be a different story!




Posted: October 15, 2018

Bomber jacket is from Zara, and the leggings are from Aritzia.

Story behind the look:

This photoshoot was taken to promote Boobyball, which is a fundraiser event organized in order to raise funds to support breast cancer awareness and initiatives.

Without a doubt, Boobyball’s fundraiser was the closest to my heart and I was truly passionate about being a part of it.

As you all may already know, I have two family members who had been impacted by breast cancer.


As an influencer, I would like to be known for the causes I stand and believe in – besides my style and my recipes and my lifestyle, I want my followers to know what causes I care and stand for. Breast cancer awareness is definitely among those causes that I hold dear.



Posted: October 22, 2018

Denim jacket is from Zara.

Story behind the look:

This photo was taken at the day of Boobyball!

That night was so much fun!

I was able to celebrate breast cancer in a different light and I am so proud to be part of an event that led to a greater cause.

I’m truly looking forward to next year’s party!







Posted: November 1, 2018

Tee is from Thread Tank (@threadtank)

Story behind the look:

One thing I never “blogged about”, was the fact that Jason and I had another shitty and depressing Halloween… (our 2017 Halloween was also shitty and we had not have a Halloween that wasn’t shitty yet).

shitty as in: we almost broke up.

I only told 3 of my closest friends what happened that Halloween night, and I will leave it at that.

Some chapters are not always meant to be revisited, just like how some stories doesn’t always need to be shared.

This tee and this photo meant so much to me at the time, because it made me feel empowered, strong, and independent… I was foreshadowing what could had been another relationship’s ending…

BUT – we made it. Jason and I settled our disagreements and decided to strengthen what made our relationship weak. Instead of abandoning ship, we decided to fix the ship and stay on board.

Maybe at some point, I’ll officially talk about this little chapter of our relationship… but for now, let’s continue on with our 2018 recap.



Posted: November 13, 2018

Loose coat is from Zara and the boots are UGGS.

Story behind the look:

After our near break up scare, Jason and I escaped the city and ventured out into Banff and Lake Louise.

In this trip, we spent the night in Banff with Jason’s family and drove to Lake Louise the following day.

My favorite memory from this trip, was how happy I was Jason and I got it together, and managed to stay together despite what had happened.

This photo will always be one of my winter faves too!




Posted: November 18, 2018

Blazer was from Forever 21, and the bag was by Michael Kors.

Story behind the look:

Pandas are my new favorite animals, it used to be elephants but you know…. people change!

The Calgary Zoo currently have baby pandas from China, and I had been begging and hinting and telling Jason just how badly I would love to see these pandas in real life. Finally, the time has come and I had never been so happy in my life!

Seeing the baby pandas was a dream a come true!

I’m so happy to share my first time seeing pandas in real life with the only panda in my life, Jason.




Posted: December 4, 2018

Dress is by Kate Spade.

Story behind the look:

This photo was taken on the night of my company’s Christmas party at the Big Four Building.

Jason, was obviously my date.

Jason and I spent the night at the Calgary Marriott Downtown Hotel. Since Jason was still on his work term with Marriott, his manager was able to hook us up with the biggest room in the hotel. We even had free breakfast, free snacks, free drinks and full access to the M Lounge (only Marriott’s platinum members have access to this lounge).

The night, was truly a dream – our hotel room was a fantasy on its own.

AND, we also went to Cowboys Casino, since the event was super close to it. We couldn’t resist playing Blackjack and roulette… and yes, we took a BIG L on that.



Posted: December 12, 2019

Vest is from Forever 21 and blouse is from Aritzia.

Story behind the look:

This photo was taken by one of my best friends, Chelsea.

Just after my photoshoot collaboration with Craves cupcakes (@cravecupcakes), Chelsea and I went for a lovely stroll along Prince Island Park and took some shots. Of all the 500+ photos we took, this is one of my favorites!

OHHH  – this vest is actually my mom’s… just don’t tell her that I took it.






Posted: December 25, 2018

Full outfit is from Zara.

Story behind the look:

This was my Christmas outfit, wherein I was blessed enough to spend it with all my family members, including Jason and Jonas.

This Christmas was perhaps my most blessed one of all.

The fact that I now have a job, I was finally able to afford to buy gifts for all my family members!!! I was fortunate enough to bless my cousins all the toys they wanted, and buy my mom the Hermès bangle of her dreams – back in the day, I was too poor (student life aint easy) to even afford any gifts… now, my job allowed me to live a little more comfortably and I worked hard to be able to share my blessings with my family too.

On top of that, it was Jonas’ first time spending Christmas Eve with my family and boy oh boy, was the kid ever spoiled this year!!!

Dear 2019,

I don’t know what you have in store for me… but I know 3 things for sure:

1.) I will be just fine

2.) I will own this year and make it mine

3.) I will continue growing

Compared to 2017, 2018 was truly a great year for me. All my goals that I had planned and established has been met. As I continue on towards another year, my new year goals are as follows:

  • Eat healthier by meal prepping more and eating less junk food
  • Save money by shopping less and spending money wisely
  • Be more open to growing and living within my OWN TERMS 

2019, I’m so excited to meet you and may your year be even better than 2018 was.

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Mary Dezleigh Teodosio.